Dear God

YOU ARE A REAL ANGEL MY SWEET HEART. AND YOU ARE NOT A FALLEN ANGEL. YOU ARE AN ANGEL WHO CAME IN EARTH FOR SME REASON. ,AND YOU HAVE REAL WINGS AND YOU CAN FLY TO THE LIGHT. YOU ARE GOING THROUGH REALLY HARD PATHS BUT YOU KNOW MY HEART. WE CHOOSE OUR WAY COMING HERE TO COMPLETE OUR KARMIC PURPOSE AND TAKE SOME MORE LESSONS FOR OUR SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND EVOLVEMENT. I KNOW OUR HUMAN FORM AND NATURE HERE IN EARTH, IS HARD TO ACCEPT ALL THESE PAINFUL SITUATIONS WE ARE PASSING THROUGH, BUT WE MUST HAVE IN MIND THAT ALL ARE HAPPENING FOR A PURPOSE AND NOTHIING IS A COINCIDENCE IN THIS LIFE. LOVE. KISSES. LITSA

com on, look around you may be theres people who really love you, but you just haven't realize it yet. Be thank full that you have a life. That you have eyes that you can see, hear speak run FEEL.
Theres people who would die for having what you have.

Why can u just be positive?

i know it may be hard but give it a try..

Have you heard about "THE SECRET" ? its a book you should read it.

And remember :

LIFE IT SELF ITS ONLY A VISION A "DREAM" IT CAN BE HEAVEN OR HELL DEPENDING ON HOW YOU LOOK AT IT ITS UP TO YOU AND NO 1 BUT YOU.
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NOTHING EXIST IN THIS EMPTY SPACE
AND YOU. YOU ARE BUT A THOUGHT!!!

But he will not take away the consequences of your choices.

Nor is faith a parachute we can use to pull us out of bad situations. Sometimes it will, but often it gives you the strength to ride out the storm.

When you turn to God ready to do with your life what he asks the miracles will come.

Maybe this can help:
http://www.mormon.org/mormonorg/eng/exhibit#Sandy_trials

but you have the wrong idea. first off...God is wating for your desision. He is there...wanting to give you the world...but you have to give Him your life first. you have to confess your a sinner...and ask Him to come in and save you. then you will have your answers. maybe not all of them...sometimes we never know why things are like they are...or why God does what he does. just know...He is God...and He has everything under control. as for asking Him why when you get to heaven...once your there...you won't care anymore. you won't be mortal...and you won't have any cares about the mortal life. and you won't have wings either....you don't become an angel. angels are what you would call second class citizens of heaven. they are there to do God's bidding....they don't have a free will like you and I do. and you should thank your mother and father daily for being born. that was the best gift they could give you. because your being born...you have the chance to spend eternity in heaven with God himself. what greater gift could there be?? sure...this life can be hell....but the rewards for living for him here is so worth it!! remember this....you will never see heaven just being a good person. it won't happen. you have to give your life over to Him. ask Jesus into your life now....and he will give you a peace and understanding like you neve thought possible. do it today.

I say these same words like you - perfectly match my situation now

the last year or two has really taken a heavy toll on me too..

JUST WASTE MY TIME HERE!