The clip Fielding's confession from Waking the Dead (2000) with Billy Crudup
There's something that I think I should tell you all.
I'm not feeling very well.
I haven't been for a while.
Something inside me has jumped the track.
I'm not thinking right. I'm not sleeping right.
Just don't think I am complaining about this...
...or asking for your help...
...because there's nothing anyone can do. It's happened and that's it.
I don't know what I'm going to say from one minute to the next.
I really don't.
I don't know what I'm going to say, or what I'm going to do.
Do you understand?
I know this is coming at a bad time for everyone...
...but there's nothing I can do about that.
I'm tired and I'm....
I don't see things the way that I used to.
...everything, everything is fucking strange...
...and it's all completely out of control...
...and I'm frightened.
Maybe if you all could give me some real help...
...and not your pity or generosity, but some help.
Take a look at me.
I know I'm ruining everything, but if I don't say this, I may never say it.
Everything's going fast. It's going very fast. It's completely out of control.
If I don't say it today, tomorrow may be too late.
I may be too crazy to even know how crazy I am.
I don't know what to do! I don't know what to do!