Paranoid Personality Disorder

To "have it in for somebody" means that you have hostile intentions towards somebody, and are waiting for an oportunity to do something to sabotage them.
In my nieghborhood, which is a slum, there are a lot of people who have paranoia. Many of them do not have a real paranoid personality disorder, but rather have anphetamine or cocain induced paranoia.
I used speed when I was young and have experianced paranoia, and it is not at all pleasant.
Paranoia also invovleves a certain amount of grandeiosity, becaue it assmes that other people are spending a lot of time thinking about you.
Myself, I have aspergers and so often run into conflicts with paranoid people because my behaviore often has no relationship to anybody but myself.
For example: once I was on the bus alone and laughing loudly at a private joke. woman said "What are you llaoughing at you piece of ----?"
I had no idea why she cared or why my laughing made her so angry. Only in retrospect did I realize that she probably thought that she thought I was laughing at her.
So, paranoid people, I know your condition isn't logical, but herhaps it wil help you if you remember this:
most people are very self absorbed, and unless you are curently interacting with them, they are probably not thinking about you at all.

F**king Derek. I hate that bastard. Always have.


lol j/k

this might be a stupid question but what does "had it in for him" mean?

If the Illuminati is behind this theory you cant help too see the brilliance. I am one of few who can see the system they have put in place. System of fear and destruction of moral to keep us at low vibrational frequency here in this reality.

me too =)

I have it =/. Sweet song by the way. I love Incubus =)