Original Song（8/9）：Approved Swindler(1/2)（公認詐欺師1）

this song is a my long blues. this video is part 1.　続きはパート２へ。
lyrics(english translation):

--part 1--
I'm drinking this cheap liquor and gazing at the usual horizon.
I pray seriously for coming a terrible storm.
New things don't have newness,good things don't have goodness.
We might broke every wall and every watch until the time tomorrow never come.
I wish I'm revealed my true character by someone.
truth and fact are not born in same place.
I know that all I've learned is only about you.
but your momentary pleasure is my endless scream in the midnight.
I have nobody can be a rival except myself.
The men wearing brightness and the men wearing dirt can't even touch the soul.
The stone throwing always fall.
so I will cross over that bridge...

The snow of lives fall and lie.
they're whirled up and melt away.
What do you want?
Is that what you really want?
It's natural that you can't avoid deadly happening.because you made the breakeless-car.
I don't know why I brood over so much.
I'd better pretend an air of ignorance.
I can't find anything to know.
You can't accept that a passerby gets the phone and he says "you're wanted on the phone." and
a swindler hides inside you.
but if you try to forget about them,
your eyes,ears,tongue can be evidence and they can be chain for every human.
Only human worries about right or wrong.
Talk in the limited well with gathering scattered treasure with your skull.
Much used words are tired.
so I will cross over that bridge...

--part 2--
I try to pick a star and murmured "enough of this."
I'm not asking "meaning."
everybody can make up that.
Every sign is shouting "let me take advantage of your weak position."
They tickle your heart,make cling to them you,and change money into a stone.
when you come to yourself,you aren't there yet.
The kindness always has relationship to the invisible swindler.
he grabs your heart and says "doing is better than not doing."
In the park that has a fountain,there're many people who looks happy.
but they're kicking a great many dead bodies.
Are you saying "if you're deceived in obediently,you can do them."?
I wish I could accept that going down means going up in your language.
I had kept on having nausea for a long time.
but now I don't worry about such a thing.
I know plenty of "viewpoints for showing this wonderful world." or
plenty of "the better life" and "the better answer."
but I don't want to approach them.
The reason is for deceiving ourselves.
so I will cross over that bridge...

They anesthetize their brains
and recommend maintaining your health with a smile.
Are you that much happy to join a death chorus and to be a carrier for their information?
I don't care about satisfaction or fullness,life span is not important thing.
Do you need more time for excusing?
It's the happiest thing that we can die naturally.
You don't need to look for true yourself.
You don't need your own position.
You don't need to do self-assertion.
You don't need to improve your character.
I don't have ears.I don't believe what you say.
You speech with a shining eyes.
but I can see everything what you say is without a firm foundation.
All I wanted you to do is just holding me.
I can't find anything in that place.
no man,no flower,no light,no darkness,no sound.
All men can't live without deceiving themselves--like "we are here."
Now,this cheap liquor is drying up.
Everything do not exist.
There's no existence.
so I will cross over that bridge...

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about this album:
2004年のオリジナルアルバム「詐欺師」より
from my original album "swindler" in 2004.(audio only)音声のみで紹介していきます。
all words ＆ music,performance:artmnet0(me)
作詞・作曲・演奏～マスタリング：artmnet0（私）
Copyright 2007 artmnet0

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about this song（この曲について）:
罪と言われてなくとも罪なこともある。
詐欺と呼ばれてなくても詐欺的なことはある。
日常の中に潜む問題に光をあてながら語っていく主人公。
人が無意識のうちに自分を苦しめていることをなげきつつ、自分自身で解放させる力もあることをほのめかす。
公認詐欺師とは、日常的に自分で自分をごまかすという人間なら誰でも持つ性質のことを言っている。
こういうものが人を不必要に苦しめているところもある。罪を問われてなくとも、人の心を殺してしまうような行為は、社会の中に、日常の中に、自分の中にいっぱいあると思う。

暗くて長い曲ですが、視点を変えるきっかけになれば幸いです。