Somebody Make Me Laugh Somebody Make Me Cry

Dont worry Im doing Fine now, just comment if u want its okay tears are emotion laughing too. im just relativize my pain of that moment.
today i had a really bad day
i was in a very Fugly DisCRUSHINGmyHeartCussion with my Sister and my Motha about my YT stuff.

And you see after laughing so much there must be a crying part at a certain moment and the reason i was crying was because i was misunderstood and putted down and also that ive hurted my lil sista and my motha too with Fugly nasty words!

Theres an moluccan saying that if u laugh to much and too hard your gonna cry very
soon.

I took this song because its about what life is all about its the litle things in life, like this project i do now with making videos on YouTube, people started to like my videos and it made me on a nice place in the top 100 i stood at 93 94 95 96 97 99 and im out now GET ME BACK IN THERE!!! that makes me happy and there are some things in life that make me cry and thats the other side of me... the tears...

people make me smile people make weep.

track taken from:
Miss Patti Austin - Somebody make me laugh somebody make me cry
Thank you Patti for expressing my feelings with your incredible voice and sound!

I love you. CQ and u know that! you are my biggest inspiration you opend my ways to create discover and experience things on a new and higher level. your my twin soul never for get that. Ti Amo.

to my sister i have only 1 with the same blood that is thicker than muddddd aku tjinta kue bitch. we need eachother.