TIGER M AMV - Galaxy Angel - EEK! A Bully (Milfeulle)

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*******www.tigerm**** Had a lot of fun making this track! Made this one for a lot of reasons. =) The ...
*******www.tigerm**** Had a lot of fun making this track! Made this one for a lot of reasons. =) The first reason is because my favorite Galaxy Angel in the anime Galaxy Angel is Milfeulle [the pink haired girl shouting about the bully if you're watching the video] There is also a band name by the name of "Eek! A Mouse!" And the title is a ref to that band which I thought had a very clever and catchy name! =3 Another reason [and mainly so] is because I allegorically feel and deal with being bullied in a simlar way. Recently, I was reminded one of the reasons in my teens I discontinued hanging out with some people. Although I am often uptempo and sunny [or so I'm told] I do have a full range of feelings... which often seems to be forgotten because I do -- I tend to see the sunny side of things and want to share that good feeling! However -- I am beginning to notice some who are insecure seem to take this as weakness. I've been through far too much to become depressed over bullying anymore, but I have indeed been there. A lot. Thank God for luck. =3 Early teens I used to get bullied a lot online which was my substitute for a physical social life at one point; as while growing up I had strict parenting by parents who cared a lot about my brothers, sister and I and which I am very grateful for and glad they kept the family in general out of trouble! =3 As for being some of the things I dealt with online sometimes... It didn't matter what the forum theme was: Stepcharts, Furry, Anime or Video Games... I tended to seem to attract the attention of cool people in the community yes... but even before I ever THOUGHT about building a website (didn't build my first until I was 24 years old!) as early as 12 and 13, it appeared I also attracted hatred and jealousy from those in authority [Moderators and administrators] for whatever reasons... guess my artwork--stepcharts/music/poetry/writing from passion!? o.O ...pset those who spent time policing. *Shrugs* I'm used to it now. =) And I'm able to do a lot more as well =3 Whatever the case was -- and whatever the subject was -- it seemed that I'd simply offend because I was "doing" and others would just "talk." But it didn't just stay online. Once around 15, I told my own father that I thought that he was jealous of me because he was treating me meanly. He grounded me and had me write down "jealousy" and the definition of it over and over. Later he complimented me for the very same thing he was treating me meanly about. [Going to keep that confidential, but yes, it was something creative, and yes he liked it after I was done with it =) It's almost like he was testing me... people are odd like that sometimes =3] Sometimes I would get depressed about it being pressured over doing things I understood other people wanted to do and would become jealous me because of. No one really seemed to think outside of themselves when I was around and so at some point I just decided to -- welp! Got to a point where I didn't feel like being around anyone else although it was so odd... people would ask me to be around [almost like they WANTED to see what I'd do to get them mad at me! No kidding... that's how I felt when I'd be asked to "show something" or "talk about what I was doing" =)] So I began to create art and admire art from a distance and then began to be inspired to share my own art. =) It seemed to work at one point (especially when I began making stepfiles and stepcharts for Stepmania around 18) I learned to have fun and joke on myself so mean people would either leave me alone thinking "This guy is NUTS!" Or eventually get others to laugh with me about me--instead of being destructive--I became constructive. =3 I still don't smoke, drink or use alcohol. And I don't expect anyone to really like this video or song either [or at least act like they do -- it likely will just inspire more jealousy -- but bah! My creative-soul is what keeps me full of joy! =)] However -- one thing I do not like is any form of oppression or injustice! Call it cheap and call it boring, but I do get tired of bullies because I do know because I've dealt with quite a few. (usually in passive ways and bullying... is usually over someone else's insecurities I find.) For these reasons (and probably a lot more I am not thinking of right now!) this scene really reached out and touched me so I thought it would be fun to do a whole "Dance-Quirk-Scene-Re-en-Action" "Original Song Scene" (Phew! ^^; Long Name! =D) And welp! Here it is! =3 F.I.L., -WAM! DJ, TIGER M! ^_~* This Is TIGER M! =) *******www.tigerm****